The Edge of Insanity

Those who believe in and pursue telekinesis, are often those who have had experiences in their lives that suggest there is something more to be had.  Some minor and some major, but nevertheless, the experiences are undeniable to those who have had them.  However, to embark on such a path is sometimes far harder than it may sound.  Efforts could bear no fruit.  Fatigue begins to set in.  And the mind can become taxed and divided against itself.

As you struggle, in what seems to be in vain, it may begin to feel as if your very sanity is on the line.  This doesn't just pertain to the pursuit of telekinesis, but can occur with any goal you are pursuing where you must reach for new heights.  This is because of a conflict that begins to occur within.  A divide between what you want, and what you've been told or have at least come to believe.  It's kind of like two views that you hold within.  One is where you can, and one is where you can't.

In the case of telekinesis, one view may be that you can, and you want to achieve it, and believe it, and move forward with it.  The other however, is likely a view based around how others would view the same phenomena, as fake.  As a psychological effect or trick of the mind that you managed to perpetrate on yourself.  Likely, your mind will struggle between the two, going back and forth between them, consciously or subconsciously, trying to determine which one it really is.  Real, or fake.

As this happens, you may also find that other areas of your life and mind may begin to divide as well.  Things you used to have no trouble with, seem a little more complicated now than they aught to be.  I liken this effect to a tug-of-war.  Where in an effort to figure out which one it is, your mind takes up two sides, and begins pulling.  The goal is to see which one gives way first, and therefore the winner is most likely to be true.

In the middle is the rope, and the rope best represents your mind in the middle of the two pulls.  It stretches and begins to thin, weakening as this process goes along.  At some point it gets taxed so much with you caught in the middle, that it begins to feel as if your very sanity is on the line.  It is usually at this point that you are faced with a choice.  That this playing in the middle is getting you nowhere, and you can either turn back, or forge forward.

Most people if they make it to this point, turn back.  They take a look at all the efforts they put in, the lack of progress made, deem it either too hard or simply fake, and walk away.  But this edge is actually an opportunity.  Although it may not feel much like one.  Given that emotionally and mentally you've pushed back and forth trying to figure out how it works.

But that's the problem.  Most play both sides of the fence trying to sift out which is true and which is false, and when a winner arises, they can hop on that side.  But this is far less involvement then it sounds.  To keep an arms reach between yourself and your goal in order to avoid a risk of being ridiculed.  Because to fully invest yourself would be to believe in it, and yourself, and your experiences, fully.  Without looking back or over your shoulder to see if maybe you were mistaken.  Because if you were, you'd feel like a fool.  The fool who tricked themselves into believing in fairy tales.

So you hold yourself back.  Consciously or subconsciously.  To avoid such risks.  And therefore get in your own way.  Pushing forward and pulling back at the same time.  Your mind is the perfect opponent to stop you dead in your tracks, as it is exactly as strong as you.  But it also divides you in two, and the two halves fight.  But in order to achieve new heights, you must be one.  Only all of you can reach the top, as a single directed force.

To become a single directed force, you must first start small and take baby steps.  I say slow because the faster you try to achieve results, the more likely you are to find yourself frustrated.  In the strangest way, working slowly is the fastest route.  Likely because patience with yourself and your growth, can do wonders.  But in short, this is a leap of faith.  In this case, it is likely knowledge that you're after, and true knowledge can only be attained through direct experience.  But the experience can't be had if you're keeping it at arms reach.  And you're probably keeping it at arms reach because you're not sure if you should trust it or not.

So allow me to end with a question.  Does it matter if it is an illusion or not?  This is not to say that it is an illusion by any means.  But if it were, would it matter?  This is the same question I posed to myself.  I had ridden the fence for long enough without even realizing it.  But when I did, I had to face this choice.  This risk that it could all be in my head, and I may just be fooling myself if I decide to jump in with both feet.

But I also posed another question to myself.  If I did, what would it do for me?  I had believed in it all my life almost instinctually or intuitively.  And I knew if I just allowed myself to believe, I would feel freer and happier.  And there it was.  At least for me.  That in the end, real or fake, letting go and allowing myself to believe in and accept something that I've always felt was true, despite popular opinion against it, would indeed put a smile on my face.  And that, to me, was well worth it.

From there, I stopped caring if people believed in it, too.  Or if they thought it was the most ridiculous or even childish thing to pursue.  I didn't care if they thought I was stupid for it, or tried to attack it, or me.  This even includes negativity from myself.  Because it wasn't about them.  It was about me.  It was about what believing and practicing and pursuing telekinesis did for me.  It was about a journey into a place within, that frankly, I think they are too afraid to go themselves.  That's why it was worth it for me.

And it turned out that I was right.  My failures, my lack of progress and results, was due to me getting in my own way.  Keeping everything at arms reach.  Never fully investing into my dreams because of the fear of losing myself and being ridiculed.  Which actually didn't happened.

The same is true for you, if you're interested.  You are the epicenter of your life, and everything about you, comes down to you.  So I ask you, is it worth it?

Till Next Time!

The Days After

It’s been about 15 days since I had that experience.  Much of my time was spent either trying to explain it, or, get it to happen again.  I’ve had little success in that area unfortunately.  I managed to touch on it a again a little bit, but nothing near the experience that happened on the 20th of last month.  I really wish I could get it to happen again, or at least explain it.  It was profound and it literally shook my view of the world.  It made me feel happy, almost blissful.   It could best be described as, tickling a newborn to hear it giggle.

Anyways, the one thing that made itself clear was my perception of the world greatly impacted how I interacted with it.  My perception is obviously based on belief, and whatever happened on that Thursday, hit me so quickly it bypassed any natural armor I may have to protect myself from bullshit and struck me in my very soul.  In an instant my beliefs changed, and my perception changed with it.  It felt like a 180 degree change, sparked by an epiphany.  I went from tired and stressed to full of life, and so did everything around me.  It was like a second wind for my soul.

I could probably write books on just that experience alone, but that would obviously be quite boring to anyone who didn’t have the experience, and I’m pretty sure everyone reading this is not exactly interested in my experiences.  If you’re here, you’re likely looking for answer or techniques to Telekinesis.  I suppose I kind of got away from the “How to do’s”, but I still had to note the experience, some people may be able to identify with it.  This path to Telekinesis or Psychokinesis is a long road.  It deals greatly with looking inwards.  As ultimately it is your personal beliefs, your perception and your will that make something like Psychokinesis to happen.

A lot of people, including myself, begin their journey looking outward.  What can they find out there that will help them to do something like Telekinesis.  I watched a good video yesterday, it was about magic and spells.  When I was younger, I was very into the occult, so occasionally I go back a look around, mostly for nostalgias sake.  The video got very few views or rating, but the guy hit a lot of the major aspect of Telekinesis one must master.  In fact, now that I go back and look, there isn’t much difference between working spells and playing with Telekinesis.  I’m sure at least some of you won’t like hearing that.



I may not be considered an authority when it comes to any kind of Psychokinetic feat, that might be due to that fact I have no videos of what I’ve accomplished, since I can’t really afford a camera of any kind, or maybe it’s because I don’t feel the need as much to sell you some crap about “5 step success”.  I’ve kind of went over some of the important aspects of Telekinesis, and even tried to give some experiences I’ve had, such as my last post.  But Telekinesis isn’t easy.  It takes a lot of soul searching.  One thing I’ve discovered is, there are a lot of things that I was told, in how the world works, or how something is, and personal experience tells me otherwise.

I do wish though, that Telekinesis was as cut and dry as other things, but it’s not.  The best thing I can say to you for advice is to literally discover it for yourself.  Set aside all the laws and logic and rational thinking you’ve been force fed about the world, and try to see what else is out there.  Let your intuition lead you.

An earlier post of mine was talking about how Telekinesis was a lifestyle.  I stand by this pretty firmly.  You treat it like a religion.  That’s not to say Telekinesis takes the place of god, or something.  Telekinesis is almost like a positive side-effect.  Things like, truly knowing yourself, inside and out, meditation, being able to communicate efficiently with your higher self, establishing a firm belief in yourself and your ability to do something.

For instance, I recently had an idea on the role of the conscious, subconscious and the soul.  Firstly, I will assume reincarnation is real, as I personally do.  So, ultimately we have a soul that goes from life to life attaining a new body per incarnation for whatever reason.  Since I was very young, I believed the soul had unlimited power, at least by my standards.  It primarily made up my being and existed long after the body died, as well as, being a power source (For lack of a better term).  The mind was split at least once, into 2.  The conscious and subconscious parts of the mind.  The subconscious absorbs everything, as would a child, it knows no limits, it doesn’t get tired, it just doesn’t understand “Can’t”.  I once heard that the mind was kind of like a radio station, tuning into the frequency of your soul.  I’m not sure if that’s exactly the case, but I did think of the mind as a bridge, between your soul and your body, allowing the two to join.

But, our world changes constantly, and we sort of need something to keep us up with the changes, hence the conscious part.  I personally believe it’s design is to keep a being in tune with the times.  It gives the being more of a focal point, something to direct attention specifically, and refine itself based on what it experiences.  It allows someone to understand such things as economy or government or politics and carve out a position in the world, or refine a opinion.  Instead of just blatantly believing and accepting everything with no limitations which would cause an instability in our existence.

It would almost seem to some degree that you have a soul, potentially unlimited in power.  A body fairly finite incarnation.  And a mind, which seems divided into two parts, one for the bodies wellness and role in the world, and the other for the soul and it’s union with the body.  Now, if you look at the conscious part of the mind, it is specifically designed to attune itself to the body and the world it inhabits.  Since it so closely attunes itself to the body, it may inherit it’s limits as well.  In which case, consciously trying to move an object with telekinesis, may actually backfire as it is using a part of the mind which is believes itself to be limited.

It is in this way, I believe anyway, that you must try and communicate with the subconscious part of the mind in order for Telekinesis to be done, as it is closely associated with the soul, and knows no such limits.  Effectively communicating with your higher self, as it where.  This is where I think when people say, to focus your intention and try and enter a trace like state means.  It has an intention in mind, and you begin to either slow the conscious mind to a crawl, so it has less impact, or shut it down, like in sleep so the subconscious can do it’s work.  It loosens the strict perception the conscious mind has placed on the world around it, so the subconscious mind can communicate the intention to the soul.  Do it enough and try and get better communication to the subconscious and your beliefs will begin to change, and your conscious may begin to accept it more.


Anyways, that was just a thought.  It makes sense to me, and I was intending to add that in somewhere in here, though I kind of got sidetracked a bit, and my sister decided to come over again, so I was partially distracted.

As always, I hope this helped some…

Till next time.

The Subconscious Mind and Telekinesis

The Abysmal Depth of the Subconscious Mind

How deep does your mind go? And what powers does it hold hidden within its murky depths? I’m sure many people, including those who aren’t interested in Telekinesis, has wondering this same question. What is the mind, and why is it so mysterious. What makes something that’s small enough to hold in your hands (Not recommended) pull and retain information the way it does. No computer on earth can match the brain. This wrinkled lump of matter holds your entire life’s history, and every memory and experience within it. So, what exactly is the mind, and what secret potentials does it have that only few have uncovered.

Well, let’s find out.

The Mind and the Brain

The Mind has fascinated cultures for centuries upon centuries time. It still lays imbedded in our culture as we explore knew ways to explore the mind. And how we can use it for both entertainment value as well as more constructive means such as better health, and spiritual and mental evolution. But with all its potential, it still lies concealed in mystery. But before I try and explain how the mind works, lets first distinguish it.

The Brain is the lump of matter that sits in your skull, even right now. Its currently processing these very words, finding there meaning and allowing you to understand this sentence. In its most simplest reference, it is a computer, a biological computer. It basically is the command center of the body, constantly monitoring the body‘s condition and regulating automatic functions such as breathing, the beating of the heart, processing food, as well as everything else. It’s where you think, and store memory. It allows you to feel and experience. It allows you to interact with the world around you. But the brain doesn’t even end there, it’s also a gateway. A portal to new worlds, new experiences and most importantly, your limitless potential. This gateway, leads to your mind.

So what is the Mind? Where the Brain is Matter, the Mind itself is immaterial. It doesn’t exist in a physical fashion. The Brain is more or less a gateway for the mind, allowing your very soul to enter the picture. It gives rise to consciousness and self-awareness. The Brain is the physical bridge to the Spiritual Mind. It gives rise to the ‘I’. The Mind is the Counterpart to your Brain, the Identical Opposite. It is your Perception, your Will, your Reason, you Imagination, your Emotion. In many ways, it is your very Soul.

With this, you can see why the brain is built the way it is, and has the facilities and attributes the way it does. Your brain is more then just a computer. It, unlike a machine, has emotions, it can care for the person next to them, and determine right from wrong, as well as create whole new worlds and push forward with their dreams and recognize it all as their own. It is the mind, and it is infinite.

So, now on to the meat and potatoes of the subject…

How the Mind Works

The mind, is much like a child. Monkey see, Monkey do. The minds defines reality based on repetitive patterns. Which in turn shapes truth for you. I’ll give an example…

I often slam myself into the ground, drowning myself in low self-esteem, judging myself long before anyone else does. In a way, I try to do this as a preemptive strike before they do, assuming their opinion of me will be poor. Why? Well, the answer lies in my past.

Have you ever been bullied? I have. Back when I was in school, I was bullied quite often. Like most bullies, they will pick a target they can berate over and over again because they don’t fight back. Over the years I was bullied, something began to happen, something that was carried on passed my school years, and lived on into my adult life. What happened was, a thought was formed. This thought was conjured by the bully as he would tease or humiliate me.

Calling me worthless and trash of sorts (His dialogue was a little more graphic) it raised a thought in me that I was worthless. That thought was nurtured by the bully over years. Soon, I began to believe what he said, and I carried it on into my adult life.

So, what happened?

Though the above was condensed and a little simplified, it gives a perfect example that many can relate to. The bully would tell me I was worthless. When he did that it created a thought in me. Over years, he repeated that pattern enough to where that thought turned into a belief. Once that belief was founded, his work was done. He could leave, but the pattern, the belief was strong enough now, it would auto-repeat itself, in other words, it was self-sustaining.

Now think about that for a minute. How many things in your life has people repeated over and over to you, until you didn’t question it anymore? Until it became your belief.

When I think about it, I can’t help but wonder what patterns are in place that are influencing me negatively without me even being consciously aware.

How Your Mind Effects Reality

Here I would have gone into how your mind effects reality. But, I decided to hold it off for another post. I will go over how your mind effects the world around you in my next post. So stay tuned!

How to Change your Mind

This one has a simple formula, but the process is painfully hard to undertake. Though, some of you could take this and run with it for miles in a short time, a majority of us cannot simply change our minds on a whim.

As I’m sure you’ve guessed, you take the process above, and replace a negative pattern with a new, more beneficial pattern. How you would go about that is simple. When a negative thought enters your mind, you stop. Recognize that thought for what it is, then change that thought to something more positive. By doing this over and over you will replace that pattern eventually with a shiny new pattern that you created and implemented.

Now, the reason why I say this is painfully hard is probably obvious. Most of us have tried this method before I ever mentioned it here. The reason why it’s so hard, is because you have to look at how long that pattern your trying to replace has been there and in effect. The longer it’s been there, the harder it is to replace. And the more people don’t see fruit immediately, they often give up. In this world of instant gratification, we are becoming more comfortable with the idea of instant results, then time based results.

So, when time becomes ‘The’ issue, we give up and move on to the shiny new idea that says it can give it to you instantly. So you move on to that idea, only to find out it isn’t exactly as they promised, and you move on again. This keeps you in limbo, always shifting to the next idea, and you don’t really get anywhere. This is seriously the wrong approach, to most things in fact. How many things in your life, have you actually seen give you instant results or gratification? The answer is pretty much nothing. But it still is an idea we pursue. I understand though, it’s hard to pass up anything that says so confidently that it can give it to you faster or even instantly.

But, when you set out to change your mind, you need to take this approach in a casual manner. Don’t force it. If you use it to remove a phobia, understand that it will take awhile until you see results, and you will begin to see and feel that fear shrink. Instead of beating it out in the first try, just try and ease it a little each time it pops into your mind.

This needs to be explained a little just incase those who take my words a little to literally. When I say ease it a little each time it pops into your mind, what I mean is. Let’s say you have a fear of spider, and you see one, and a thought immediately pops into your mind about it. We’ll assume the first reaction is at 100% power. Your goal is to drop it by 10-20%. Then a few moments later it pops in again. Since if your afraid of spider and there’s one in your house, it doesn’t go away after one thought. This thought will return as 100% and not 90% or even 80% of it’s strength. When it does this, again try and ease it by 10-20%.

For a decent amount of time, it will feel like your efforts are in vain. Because there’s a spider in your house and your thoughts keep popping back up at 100% strength even after you eased the last one to let’s say 90%. This is very common, and you shouldn’t think that it isn’t working, because it is. Over time, you will notice that the eventually when a spider is in your house, the feeling you get wont be as strong as when you first started. In other words, after dropping it to 90% so many times, that 90% is your new 100% (If that makes sense) So then you drop it again, and continue. Eventually your fears will begin to fade drastically, and it will be noticeable.

So try not to get frustrated. In essence, you are fighting yourself, and it will feel frustrating.

Recently I used this technique on guns. My friend is a huge gun enthusiast, and he now takes me to a shooting range fairly often. When I first started shooting, I started to shake. I’m not sure if it was the kick of the gun that I wasn’t expecting or the loud bang in a enclosed space that would vibrate to my very core. Either way, I found myself in a position that was out of my comfort zone, and my body was reacting to it.

I began using this technique to help calm me down. It felt like a real fight. As soon as I began trying to ease the tension, it was like my mind and body threw it back in my face at 100% again. It felt futile. But alas, my efforts paid off. I really don’t have much of a problem going there and shooting anymore. Though I still would be afraid if someone pointed a gun at me, or if we all decided to go out drinking and half them have guns on their side…. I’m sorry, but drunk people plus guns, does not sound like a smart idea. That last part almost happened recently too.

I love how I just start rambling about past events and completely get away from the topic.

Anyways, moving on.


Why this is a good Idea

Telekinesis is difficult to get into even for those who believe it exists. Since that’s the reason I’m assuming you’re here, I’ll approach it that way.

When approaching Telekinesis for the first time, many questions begin racing through your mind. You might have started off believing it existed in this world, or even if you had the potential to do it, which you do. But, it becomes a lot different when you begin to put theory to practice. And your mind begins throwing up road block after road block. These hurdles are no different then the phobia of spiders, or the bullying I described above. They are repeated patterns that take root in your mind. When you begin to question your capabilities, you are only accessing a pattern put in place by everyone over your life that has said or even hinted that it doesn’t exist or only special people can do it.

Your first step should be to make sure, the very core of yourself believes without a doubt that “You” can do Telekinesis. Unfortunately, or beneficially, your choice I suppose, this can’t be done just by thinking about it over and over. Telekinesis is just a small piece of this huge puzzle. I have heard it described as a side-effect, which probably would describe it well. Though I think it’s a little more then a side effect. What they mean is, it’s through expanding your mind, and exploring your inner-self, and the power you gain in that process that allows for things like Telekinetic events to happen.

So before you can get that far, you need to reprogram your mind. This is done with practice and interacting with what your trying to accomplish. Essentially, you try to do Telekinesis and reprogram your mind while doing it. I know I’ve been repeating myself, but I’m just trying to cover all the bases if I can. Just remember when you begin to do Telekinesis, it will be like the spider. Thought’s will pour into your head, most likely they will fill your mind with doubt. This doubt is a pattern, and you must recognize that, and begin to change it. If it says “You can’t do it”, change it to “You can do it”. If it says “Maybe Telekinesis just isn’t for you”, say “No. If it wasn‘t for me, then why would I want to do it in the first place”, and so on.

The fact is, your mind will try and keep the pattern the same. Change is difficult for most things, and especially so for your mind. You will most likely go through this process. You just got to keep at it, never give up, and try not to get frustrated over it. Frustration comes about in Physical tension that stems from a Emotional reaction. It’s just your bodies way of trying to say it doesn’t want to change.

So with all that having been said. Never give up. Persistence and patience are your greatest weapons in life.

I hope you enjoyed the read...

Till next time.