Energy is Alive!

It is Alive!!  /end Frankenstein tone

Yesterday was a very interesting day.  Went to bed around 2:30 AM, and woke up just after 6 AM.  When ever that happens, the day is generally going to be long and painfully slow.  I goofed around on the internet trying to find something to do or keep my attention.  Mostly watching comedians on Youtube, as I like to laugh.  At around 10 AM, I decided I might as well practice Telekinesis a bit, though when really tired I generally have very little success.  I began to practice and my mind began to drift off and it became difficult to focus.  The time passed from minutes into hours as my mind wondered from a thoughtless daze to uncontrollable thought, which happens a lot when I can’t decide if I should just take a nap, and risk not being able to sleep that night, or stay awake and endure the rest of the day.

It was almost 1:30 in the afternoon when things began to change.  I was playing with my psi-wheel on the floor and at the time, was too tired to care about conditions, such as removing random air currents or heat from possibly effecting the psi-wheel.  I was mostly interested in seeing it move in the ways I willed it too, as a sort of pass-time form of entertainment.  I should add, I had no luck in this area up until this moment, when a small gust of air caught the psi-wheel.  When ever this happens I have a sort of reaction to make it spin the opposite direction, against the air current.  My hands where very close to it, and I remember instead of trying to make it stop as if with Telekinesis, I just sort of mentally or emotionally pleaded with it to stop.  In that moment, it did just that.  It stopped abruptly.  It didn’t stop and begin going the other direction, nor did it slow to a stop.  It just stopped, as if it understood what I was asking.

I immediately got this overwhelming feeling that it understood my plea to some degree, and sort of answered my request.  I was baffled, I definitely got the feeling it was aware of me and my anxious request, so I began to play with the idea that the psi-wheel itself was aware.  I didn’t really know how to approach the idea (And still don’t entirely), but I guess I tried to look at the psi-wheel as if it was aware, like me.  As if it could respond like another person could/would if I requested something.  Nothing more really came from it, at least that I remember.  As I sat there, still trying to pursue this idea, I remember for some reason, Quantum Physics.

It speaks of at the base level of all matter, is energy, and it is also believed that consciousness is this energy, or at least tied to it.  It was a series of random thoughts, remembering what I’ve heard that seemed to string together.  The molecules that make up matter is energy, and that in turn, everything is energy.  But something just didn’t sit well.  I’ve thought, heard and even put to practice this idea, and have gotten very little from it.  Though I know everything is energy, this idea alone was just a bit of information that meant nothing, something to shelve in the back of my head as a trivial fact.  For some reason after that, I remember something about ambient energy, which is the just a more loose, almost essence like type of energy that floats around, often associated with air, as people identify it most commonly there.  I started wondering if maybe that the energy of the molecules where just meant to be molecules, and weren’t meant to be directly stimulated for movement.

I started thinking of these two energies, and wondered if it’s this flow of ambient energy that stimulates movement.  As if one could flow into the other, and the two would react and create movement.  I started to think about the ambient energy in the room and tried visualizing it flowing into the psi-wheel to make it move.  It seemed to work to some degree, but the psi-wheel can also move for seemingly no apparent reason.  Nevertheless, I did get a distinct feeling I had at least some small part in it’s movement.

I have this little strip of Tinfoil left over from making my psi-wheel.  I have actually three, one tinfoil, and two paper psi-wheels, one paper psi-wheel is twice the size of the other.  But I’m currently using them in a different experiment.  Anyways, I decided to try my hand at playing with the strip of tinfoil and placed it on the edge of my speaker of my stereo.  I balanced it in a way so it could kind of teeter-totter a little.  I began to focus my attention on it, and see what happens as I visualized this sort of ambient energy of the room, interact with the energy of the tinfoil strip.  I often do little hand gestures to mimic what I’m trying to accomplish.  It should also be noted that at this point, I was sitting several feet away from it.

It would kind of wobble on it’s own, but nothing dramatic.  As I began to focus my attention on it, and visualize this energy interacting with it, it began to move more, and I got the same quick passing feeling that it was aware of what I was trying to do.  So I began to try and think of this energy as aware, as if on some deep level, it understood what I was trying to do, and sure enough, it began to react more.  In fact to make a long story a bit shorter, it began to move more and more, the more I sank into this idea that the energy was aware.  It actually got so intense, my perception of it went from merely aware, to flat alive, in the way it was responding.  I was utterly in shock, you probably could have knocked me over with a feather…

It fell off the speakers twice, but it wasn’t that it rocked itself off, it would actually jerk itself from side to side in motions almost like a psi-wheel.  It actually seemed like it crawled off to be honest.  It felt so strange, to perceive something I originally perceived to be a lifeless object to something that was alive, and would react to me.  I felt very connected with it, and the term “partnership” never rang a clearer bell then that moment.

I can’t really say for sure how it happened, or even be sure it was me at all.  But as someone once said to me, you can’t deny your experience, even if someone can propose physics as an explanation.  All I remember was, I had a clear focus, my attention was clearly on the tinfoil, and I was trying to perceive the energy of the tinfoil as alive as well as the ambient energy of the room, and tried to understand that because it was alive, it was aware and therefore could respond.  I did focus on my intention, what I wanted to happen, but I can’t say it was in great detail, just basically to move, and fall off, in a vague visualization like that.  Other then that, I think I remember a feeling that I tried to give more of myself so it could move, to give something (I’m not really sure what to be honestly, just something) of myself, so it could express movement.

I almost got it to fall off a third time, but my sister came and knocked on the door.  She has a habit of ruining good days.  Which she may be back today…. Damn it… after that I decided to call it.  On good days like that I generally don’t like to push that far, as if it goes badly and stops working, or I get so hyped up I want to go bigger, I may hit something beyond my capability, which could turn my good mood sour, like my sister does.

Through the rest of that day, the feeling and perception of objects and energy being alive began to fade, and return to my previous perception of lifeless objects.  Logic began to flood in trying to interpret everything that happened as mere coincidence and just normal physics.  I even began to question my sanity some, as I was extremely tired at the time, my mind could have just been messing with me.   I also understood that telling people this story would likely alienate me.  Common responses such as, “You just misinterpreted normal physics.  It was likely air currents or heat or something.  It was just coincidence, that’s all”.  As much as it would make sense, the experience felt so real, as if for a short time, everything clicked, but then began to fade as I returned to my daily routine.  When I started this post, it somehow reminded me of an earlier post about The Mind, I will probably post a link to it.

Because when I did that post, I felt awkward, as if I was making myself vulnerable by putting something out on my blog, that seemed so far out there, people would refuse to accept it, and then sort of label me as a loony.  Looking back on it, I don’t think I was that far off actually.  I still think the mind mimics the universe, as many scientists believe many other things in this world, mimic many other things out there in the universe, a sort of pattern repeated.  Though sometimes I think I may have explained what I meant wrong, and gave the wrong impression.  Which is the same here, I can only wonder if anyone who reads this will understand what I mean.

I kept hearing, “You need to go through a Paradigm shift” and I think that at least partially happened yesterday, as well as when I did -Reality and the Mind-.  Earlier this morning when I was thinking about what happened yesterday, I realized no wonder I can have problems with Telekinesis.  When it moves, my mind immediately turns to logic, hoping that it doesn’t have an answer to explain the movement.  But so long as there are air currents or heat or something that can do the same effect, even if the object is covered, logic will always have something to say.  But, if I don’t stop, and embrace it, this leap into the unknown, and not be so quick to pile on the logic, I won’t get anywhere.  Besides, if everything is energy, and Telekinesis uses this energy, then couldn’t it act through the air, moving the psi-wheel that way? Or heat or something else?

Anyways, this post if too long for me to start into a ramble about potential.

I hope this was of some help to anyone who reads it.  It was definitely interesting to look at the world so alive, instead of so lifeless.

Hope this helped some…

Till next time.

Telekinesis and Perception

Your Awareness of Perception

Note: [This is an old post I decided not to rewrite when I began to rewrite this blog. It has similarities to my previous post. But does retain enough of a message I figured I could leave most of it alone.
So, on with the show.]

Lets talk for a moment about perception and awareness. What are you aware of? Most of all? Something often used in this field paranormal studies, or metaphysical research, or what ever you want to call it. Psionics. You'll quickly find that your perception is key to everything you do. So, how do you look at the world?

Awareness

Awareness accounts for at least one-third of your total result when it comes to Telekinesis. In other words what you see, and how you see it/experience it make up the building blocks of your life. You ever hear "People are products of their pasts"? If you haven't, then you have now. It literally means the way you where raised, shapes the way you think and behave today. In fact, this can go so deep that if you look really closely at what you think about, what ideas you come up with, and how you structure them. Then look at the roots on where each of these pieces came from, you could then see most of your ideas, the pictures in your mind, where all scripted long ago, likely based off your parents.

Think about it this way. Take authors, just about every story type out there has been done before. Why? Because we build off each other. Have you ever read something, which sparked an idea? Almost an epiphany? For me it happens all the time, but, one day an epiphany hit me which is the subject of this article. My thought or idea, was stimulated by someone else's idea. When I begin to trace my ideas back, I began to notice, one way or another, they all where linked to something else.

Awareness and perception run along the same vein, but I wont say there the same thing. Why I bring up awareness is, it is important to be aware of what you can do. An often used term in Psionics is programming. And it works for Psi-balls, to tell them what to do, and it also refers to people's minds. The subconscious mind, will absorb small amounts of information usually over looked by the conscious mind. Much like taking in a subliminal message. Yet our minds are bombarded with these subliminal messages day in and day out, for years and years. You can see how it can add up.

A good quick example would be taking two words and comparing them. Let's use Fear as one, and Love as the other. In the news, emails, on the street, at work, everywhere for that matter. How often do you run into the word Fear, or words like it in your average day? I can't answer that for you, but I can guess, a lot. Even if you aren't aware of it, they're there. Also, it may not be words, but expressions, or signs, or feelings. Your mind picks up on them all. Now, how about Love? Not to worry, 'Love' and words related are there too. But, if you take a good look, there are much fewer expressions and words out there that express Love, or peace, or joy.

These things shape your awareness, and often, the more negativity you absorb subconsciously, the more your mind tries to shut them out, as it instinctively knows that, the negative will do you no good, and your awareness begins to close some walls to protect you. Your mind, or higher-self as some call it, only have your best interests at heart, and will do what it can to protect you.

Perception

These things also shape your perception, and how you view the world. Eventually, being bombarded with such negativity begins to impact your outlook, and soon you yourself begin to view the world in the same grayish light that your awareness began to pick up on, probably since your birth. You perception of the world shapes it around you. Good example would be, your work, or your job. People raised by hard working parents often end up working hard themselves. You're parents might have said hard work is the only honest work, or is the only right work, or something to that effect. Yet every now and then, depending on the parent. You will then hear them complain about work. How it's tough, or they hate their boss. These are all cues you pick up on. And eventually you follow in the same steps. Working hard for someone else. Then hating your job or boss, and not changing jobs. Do you see where the product of your past comes in here?

But it doesn’t end there.

In Telekinesis, in any kind of psychic work, you almost have to begin viewing the world in a different light. For instance, in my last few posts, I talked about the world as you see it as energy, and consciousness. Well, that’s pretty much how you would change your perspective on the world.

It’s a fairly simple concept really, though difficult to implement. Where everything is made up of energy and consciousness, brought to a perfect, distinct hum through vibrations and packed with information, it gives you the ability to understand better what you are working with, and therefore change it through the use of knowledge, energy and consciousness. It’s the simple act of looking out into the world and seeing it for what it really is. And don’t mean it will change to something like the Matrix, where everything becomes 1’s and 0’s. You will still see the world in the colors and hues and shapes and sizes as before, but you will also notice that you understand what’s taking place under the surface.

It comes down to a matter of realizing it, and implementing what you know into your daily life. Everyone learns, no one ever stops learning. It’s those who take what they learn and make the most use of it that you see go far.

I know I’ve gained a lot of facts about life over the years, and often shelve them away and never make use of them. Only to stumble upon a problem where if I had used that fact and took it more seriously, I could have avoided. Most information is passed down, and it’s passed down for good reason. It’s important to know, to help those to come, not make the same mistakes. Though, most information is slightly tainted, with insinuation, or even a grudge, such as the analogy above about work. Hard work is good, it often pays off. There would be the information passed down. But it often is followed by what you see or hear later in regards to that hard work, where it’s frustrating or your boss pisses you off. Then that information becomes tainted.

The Pattern forms that Hard work is good, but it goes hand in hand with frustration, anger, or even injury. Which isn’t entirely true. The world is what you make of it, it’s how you perceive it to be. Just make sure you take the information that would be beneficial to you, and weed out the subtle influences that might stain that piece of information so the two don’t run together.

Become aware of what’s going on around you, and be aware of influences that might infect you. If you do, and take action, it will shape your perception to be a brighter one. Which in turn can then bring the law of attraction into play. And if you’re ever confused, follow your heart. It sounds cheesy, but it will likely know what to do by instinct.

I hope you enjoyed this post,

Till next time